The fire below the sink

You think your life sucks
But I'm telling you are not alone
You can't grasp the future
If you haven't learnt to take hold of the past
This feeling inside won't last
Just remember the past, live the present and brace for the future





so I came up with this little thing the over day, it had something about holding on to a wheel and tying that into the past and future, but i can't remember it so i just wrote this, now I am going to explain my weird dream i had last night.

Well I can't quite remember how it all started but I was at my brothers house (only it wasn't his actually house) and for some reason I was told to light a fire under the sink in a meat tray, I don't think this was actually my brother but someone who turned into him later. Anyway i was giving exact instructions not to burn it too high and how to fuel it. Turns out this "Brother" (I can't remember if he had changed at this point) comes back and yells at me because I had burned the paint or something of the pipe under the sink and wasn't using the correct paper or whatever for the fire. Now the next bit I am certain was my brother, anyway after that whilst still in his kitchen i notice a jigsaw puzzle on the floor which i start to do at a rapid speed, but not only do i keep making mistakes it seems that although the pieces fit perfectly more and more "appear" and have to be placed around the border. The jigsaw is on a wooden board and by the time i am finished i have filled the board with jigs and can't fit anymore. This is where my brother informs me to stop because he is ready to go out for tea (apprently we are going out for tea and then i am going out with mates to get drunk and he is going somewhere else) so he is getting ready and leaves me with his roommate (who is actually his real life room mate who i have only met once. So we talk and its really awkward just cause we don't know what to say, so i go back to playing with the fire and throwing yellow, what seemed like tissue paper into it. my brother comes back and helps me and then we decide to leave as we are leaving i am woken from the dream from my phone ringing.

whats weirder about this dream is i was awake at early 9am, then fell back to sleep and woke up again at about 9:45 now what is weird is the dreamed seemed like 2 hours long but instead it was only about 30-45mins. so it was playing doubletime in my head but comprhending at normal speed. ODD!

anyway Adam out